

There’s a few questions I have for the others. Maybe now I can just call you and say good morning sometimes. I’d love to show you some of my own favorite places. I’d love to take you on dates, anywhere you’d love to go. I’d also love to be able to see you more. I’d appreciate if everyone kept it behind closed doors. I think I’ll be a little jealous if I see the others kissing you. I don’t want to pretend I’m okay with everything as if nothing bothers me.

Later, we’ll be sleeping on the floor with the others. I’m sitting on Kota’s bed, listening to you laugh as you’re eating pizza with the guys downstairs. I’ll always tell you anything you want to know. I want to wait to tell you when you can hear it. I’ve been wanting to tell you for a while. I want to tell you something about how I feel. I’m not so picky as to ask anything of you except to see me when you can. The way you look at me, those eyes make me want to stay by you. I don’t care about the job, or the money and security like my mother often talks about. My mother had a plan for me and I reluctantly did it to please her.Īnd now I’ll be forever grateful, because you and the others are often at risk and need me. I became a doctor because I was supposed to.
